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Anger Management. Rantings and Ravings of an Otaku Gamer from the great white north with too much free time and not enough ways to use it.

Donovan William MacLure AKA. Warrior of the Powerful Dragon (I absolutely love the meaning behind names) AKA. Ryouri Kenkaku

Born March 28th 1985

I'm 18 friggin' years old and in grade 12! LET'S GO VOTE!

This place let's me get away when I need to be angry and let's me be happy when I need to do that. It's dual purpose! While you think this place will be interesting it will end up being about the following:

Games. I love gaming, it's part of what I do. How can you deny video games as an art form when people spent countless hours making them beautiful and giving the most gripping stories you've ever taken part in. That's right, you take part in the story. Better than a book. Gimme a better story than the Chrono Trigger series. Try it.

But books are great, I'll read most anything as long as it's long enough to really get me in. Fan abuse? You better believe I'll drop your book if you fill it with fan abuse. Table top books and games fit into this category. What can I say, I love playing my own character.

Where gaming is what I do, anime is what I breathe. Nothing beats it. Name something else that captures your emotion like Kare Kano, something that twists your perception like Neon Genesis Evangelion, a movie more gripping that Gin-Roh, characters more lovable than those from Fushigi Yuugi, action more intense than that found in Rurouni Kenshin, or anything more chaotically hilarious than Excel Saga.

Then there's Rae. My life and my love. When I'm sad I think of her. When I'm happy I think of her. She's my one and only and I wouldn't have it any other way.

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Saturday, May 19

Now I feel like absolute crap. Amber and my fighting escalated to the point where Rae logged off.

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad in the god damn fucking dark corner all alone.

Amber, don't bother talking to me a long fucking time.

Been awake since 9:21:52 PM


I've been feeling a lot better since Wednesday until quite very recently. I came on AIM today hoping to see some friends, my Rae-chan included. This is what I loggede on to...

Kuro Samhain: WAI!! ^_____^
Kuro Samhain: Yup!
Kuro Samhain: And Amber's over. @@
Kuro Samhain: On the floor...
Ryouri Kenkaku: o_o
Kuro Samhain: o_o
Ryouri Kenkaku: o_O
Kuro Samhain: She wants me to tell you she's dead. XD
Ryouri Kenkaku: Oh no! OO *hugs and kisses Rae-chan* We can work around it though can't we?
Kuro Samhain: *nod*nod* ^_^ Since Amber and Sapphire were all sniggly in front of me earlier... x_x
Ryouri Kenkaku: That wasn't nice of them >_> *gives you a big long soft romantic drawn out kiss*
Kuro Samhain: x_x She just left... crap.
Kuro Samhain: Hang on. ~_~
Ryouri Kenkaku: drat oo
Ryouri Kenkaku: Oh, okies
Kuro Samhain: I don't know where she went... ~_~
Ryouri Kenkaku: Why did she leave? oo
Kuro Samhain: Because of what you said. x_x
Ryouri Kenkaku: x_<
Kuro Samhain: She read it and took the dog's bunny plushie somewhere in the house. ~_~
Kuro Samhain: I should go... Jack'll be home soon anyway. ~_~
Ryouri Kenkaku: Now I feel like an ass
Ryouri Kenkaku: ok... ;-; *huge huggles* bye
Kuro Samhain: *huggles* Bye. ;-;

I am quite sick of Amber deciding Rae and I cannot show any affection towards eatchother if she's around... or even if she's not for that matter. I think it stems from jealousy. I really don't like it. It get's me at the core. Here's what happened after...

Kuro Samhain: N/m... I found her. x_o
Kuro Samhain: Well... she found ME... O_o;;
Ryouri Kenkaku: Where was she oo
Ryouri Kenkaku: Oh oO
Kuro Samhain: She's not really mad. >_o
Ryouri Kenkaku: How can you lose her in your house anyway oo
Kuro Samhain: At me at least. @@ She says she's mad at you. o_o
Ryouri Kenkaku: Oh x_x *was in the process of writing a mean blog*
Ryouri Kenkaku: o_o well then maybe I will write it
Kuro Samhain: Amber says you "can get over it." o_o
Kuro Samhain: *is making a layout for the God Land RPB with a picture of flan Amber sent her* XD
Ryouri Kenkaku: I cannot get over it when she does it every single time you and I show any sign of affection
Ryouri Kenkaku: Cool ^_^
Kuro Samhain: Amber: I wonder why
Ryouri Kenkaku: You're making me angry Amber. it's not very often you do either
Ryouri Kenkaku: But I'm stopping this now, Rae shouldn't have to sit through it
Kuro Samhain: Amber: Tch...

Childish ne? Amber if you're reading this I want you to know I am extremely angry. You've done it before but this is pushing it.

Been awake since 9:03:25 PM

Wednesday, May 16

I feel horrible

I don't know why, I just do. I feel like someone threw me onto the ground and kicked me around for an hour as I cried for help and went un-noticed. But I've no clue why. I think my life right now is just... suffice it to say realising itself to me. My family life is horrible, everyone at eathothers throats. I find comfort in my realitives, my Grandma Jenny, uncle Vince, Grandpa David and Grandma Carol... But my immediate family no way. I'm probably part to blame, I don't help matters with my impatience.

Then school. No doubt I'm failing pre-calc. I looked in the mark book, I have a 26... And it's due to laziness. Pure laziness. I mean I don't do my work. Almost never. I go home home and sit down to do homework and it just doesn't happen, If I even get that far. It's not like I can't do it. I can. I can do it all but I just don't and it's completely my fault.

I feel sick. To my stomach and in my head. I want to go to a dark corner and stay there. I don't want to come back out into the world I decided was perfect and did't thik anyting could happen to me. That for some reason I was exempt from pain. It's a startling realisation and I'm finding out way too late.

Give me my dark corner so I can be away from everything. Let me stay there forever and not inconvinience myself or the world. Let me disappear.

Sorry everyone, it's just how I feel.

Been awake since 6:07:30 PM