tonight on {ANGERMANAGEMENT} __

A Word From Atop The Soapbox
J'aime Les Miserables

Japanese Engrish of the Week
In an old game called "Battle Rangers": You! Invaders! Get you the hot bullets of shotgun to die!

Anger Management. Rantings and Ravings of an Otaku Gamer from the great white north with too much free time and not enough ways to use it.

Donovan William MacLure AKA. Warrior of the Powerful Dragon (I absolutely love the meaning behind names) AKA. Ryouri Kenkaku

Born March 28th 1985

I'm 18 friggin' years old and in grade 12! LET'S GO VOTE!

This place let's me get away when I need to be angry and let's me be happy when I need to do that. It's dual purpose! While you think this place will be interesting it will end up being about the following:

Games. I love gaming, it's part of what I do. How can you deny video games as an art form when people spent countless hours making them beautiful and giving the most gripping stories you've ever taken part in. That's right, you take part in the story. Better than a book. Gimme a better story than the Chrono Trigger series. Try it.

But books are great, I'll read most anything as long as it's long enough to really get me in. Fan abuse? You better believe I'll drop your book if you fill it with fan abuse. Table top books and games fit into this category. What can I say, I love playing my own character.

Where gaming is what I do, anime is what I breathe. Nothing beats it. Name something else that captures your emotion like Kare Kano, something that twists your perception like Neon Genesis Evangelion, a movie more gripping that Gin-Roh, characters more lovable than those from Fushigi Yuugi, action more intense than that found in Rurouni Kenshin, or anything more chaotically hilarious than Excel Saga.

Then there's Rae. My life and my love. When I'm sad I think of her. When I'm happy I think of her. She's my one and only and I wouldn't have it any other way.

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Thursday, May 29

You didn't let me say goodbye ;-; Sleep tight. I love you. Feel better. I love you and always will.

Been awake since 12:33:38 AM

Wednesday, April 30

I'm so burned out. I'm sure I'll have enough energy to speak eventually x_X

Been awake since 1:28:22 PM

Wednesday, April 9

Oh yeah! Umm... I'm back o_o

And I brought some horrible Spanish sickness with me! Hooray! I feel like crap, but at least I know I don't have SARS from the Toronto Airport because I starting geting sick in Costa Brava and sore stomachs aren't part of SARS! Whoo!

Europe was fan-fucking-tastic

I really don't know what else to say... if I find a scanner as well as someone to give me some webspace I'd really like to put up a simple site with pictures from my trip. Let me know if you can help out ^_^

I enjoy the simple things in life. Like Complexity.

I haven't gotten a new gamecube game in months. I feel deprived. I need new games, and there are so many nice new ones. Soul Caliber... and The Legend Of Zelda: Wind Waker. I want it so bad! SO BAD!

blah blah blah blah

Been awake since 1:55:03 PM

Oh yeah! Umm... I'm back o_o

Europe was fan-fucking-tastic

I enjoy the simple things in life. Like Complexity.

I haven't gotten a new gamecube game in months. I feel deprived. I need new games, and there are so many nice new ones. Soul Caliber... and The Legend Of Zelda: Wind Waker. I want it so bad! SO BAD!

blah blah blah blah

Been awake since 1:54:10 PM

Monday, March 31

I´m at a pay internet in a hotel in spain and it cut off my post. dammit. Well to some up the post, I´m loving this trip, I miss you Rae, I love you, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY and I´ll see you soon. ALso,my fingernails are purple.

Been awake since 3:31:18 PM

I am so completely in SPAIN! we just got in from france today. there is an anti war camp outside this hotel! woot! I can´t make paragraphs xx. Ahhh! Europe is crazy and it kicks ass and i´m loving it. I´m also 18! yar! woo! This is really poorly typed because the things are all diofferent and stuff and i´m in a hurry. My nails are pourple. I sent out postcards yesterday and am sending more today! None of this is really coherent. Brad just re,imded me that it´s only 4 anywhere that I want top talk to people. Damn. Bah. Maybe I´ll get lucky for a split second as I am on AIM express. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY RAE. I miss you sooo much and I´m still rweally sorry I can´t be there tomorrow. gah bad grammar. I kind of lied to you Rae XP I´m getting your gifts here. emphasis on the plural. I got a coat of arms today! I´ve been walking in castles foer the love of god! Castles. they´re everywhere. Half my tim,eis up! ahh! I can´t imagine how annoying it isforanyone to actually read this. eeyick. This is so amazing finding a pay comp. It´s pretty early 1.60 for 10 minutes for the internet. only 13 left! Well I have stuff to do. Maybe I´ll come again another day. Bye everyone! I´m in EUrope! I miss you Rae! Love you!

Been awake since 3:26:31 PM

Friday, March 21

Damn ;-; Rae never showed up... *glares at all her friends* One of you took her didn't you?

Oh well. I'ma head off the comp and to my dad's. Needa start packing for Europe this weekend. That and I'm babysitting tonight. Guh.

I hope Rae gets on at some time around... oh I don't know... TEN or TEN THIRTY because then I I will be on without a doubt.

*hint hint* I might as well just make a blog for posting things to Rae XP

Been awake since 8:10:15 PM

I'm stealing this very creative survey from Rae-chan because she's not here and I'm bored XD Bwa ha ha ha ha ha hee hee hee hoo!

What would your parents have named you if you had been born a member of the opposite sex?: Probably something like Donna or Denise
If you could have chosen the name you were born with, what would you be named?: Ash, Damian, Asia
What do you plan to name your offspring(s)?: I've always liked Evangeline myself. Also Laura. For boys... feh... I dunno... bah. Who cares!? Boys are smelly and gross! XP
What is your favorite name for a pet?: Asuka ^.^ I just love that name. Freya is nice too o.o

Favorite variation of coke (Diet, Vanilla, Cherry, etc): Cherry! Mmmmm...
Favorite Disney kids movie: Atlantis. That was sooooooo good.
Favorite yogurt flavor: Stawberry Kiwi ^.^
Favorite Sanrio character: Badtz Maru! Followed closely by Pochacco
Favorite 80s band: Eurythmics
Favorite horror movie: Signs, The Ring (stolen) as well as Fear.com it wasn't so much frightening, but it was really good
Favorite Blink-182 song: Anthem part 2
Favorite Shakespear play: Hamlet
Favorite way to prepare beans: In Chili

Do you prefer chocolate or vanilla?: Vanilla ^_^
Mint chocolate-chip or chocolate-chip cookie dough?: Mint chocolate-chip without a doubt
Earth, air, fire, water?: FIE-A!
French or Spanish: Le francais
Western or Chinese zodiac?: Zodiac frightens me... Western
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?: Harry Potter
Boys or girls?: Girls! ^.^ Boys are smelly! XP
Monochromatic or color?: Depends. If I'm making it, monochrome. If it's anything else, colours.
Sleeping in or getting an early start?: Depends day to day, but both.
Kid Rock or Limp Bizkit?: Limp Bizkit! Whoo! Whoo! YEAH!

Do you believe that love conquers all?: Absolutely
Do you think love can last forever?: Not for everyone but for the lucky, yes.
Does it ever bother you that divorce is so common these days?: Not so much as it bothers me that so many divorces happen between men and women that are parents.
Do you want to have a traditional wedding ceremony?: I think Traditional just because it's so pretty and lovely and such <3_<3 I'd want to get some of the religious babble out of the ceremony, though.
Estimate . . . for every five of your friends, about how many have their virginity?: 4
Does it ever seem to you like sex has nothing to do with love any more?: Yes. The two are completely seperated and us, as the young lovers of the world, are the victims.
Do you have a problem with homosexuals?: Of course not. I'd go to war for gay rights before I went to war for my country.
Do you have a problem with interracial relationships?: Why the hell would I?
Do you think the word "love" is used too lightly sometimes?: Personally, yes.
You ever noticed that love has its own section in, like, all quizzes?: *thinks* Hey! You're right!

Pick a card, any card . . . : The two of hearts! (Everyone laughs and caughs at my cheesy-ness)
Do you like rubber duckies?: Marginally oo
What about Spongebob Squarepants?: That animated man should be praised
Were you an late bloomer? . . . be honest!: I don't know really oO I think I was like, right on the average actually
Have you ever dyed your hair?: I wish
Do you wish you could be older or younger than you are?: I wish I could be younger
Does the use of sexuality in advertising bother you?: Nah. If you're dumb enough to buy ice cream or paper because you saw boobs in the ad you deserve to lose your money
Do you like Nelly?: Not. One. Bit.
Do you wear pajamas?: No ;-; I need some
Do you ever wish you could live in another place and time?: My ultimate fantasy is to have one of those classic stories where I would grow up from a young age with the person I would be with forever. You know, like as kids are parents would be friends and we'd be just buddying around. Then through young teens be like a couple, bounce around through breakups, arguments, bad boyfriend/grilfriends and then eventually enbd up in eachother's arms again forever ^_____^ I'd love to share that with Rae. (The same people boo and jeer my cheesiness)

Been awake since 6:56:59 PM

I'm sorry everyone, I haven't been posting here recently. Let me give you a bit of a review;

The rehearsals are going nuts. Every day, Lunch and after school and Saturday morning and afternoons. Also as soon as school starts in April the rehearsals go to 4 hour incriments during weekdays and 8 hours on saturdays and some sundays. Good friday weekend we have an 8 hour rehearsal on the friday and the saturday.

Our world is going to hell in a handbasket isn't it? This war is bullshit. Yesterday there were 37 innocent casualties and it's only a day in. There even more bombs today. I can't believe they'd bomb Saddam's palace. Seriously. Obviously he's not going to be there. Did they not evacuate Bush from the White House during september 11th? All they did was kill the innocent people working there.

Also my grandad has thyroid and lung cancer. It's from the cigarettes apparently. Great. I so want to work for T.R.U.T.H

I dropped my art classes. Too much stress and such. I love art and all but... meh

So our Europe trip almost got cancelled because of this ass-clown of a war. As Brad put it, when his mom said she didn't want him to go: France is the country that DOESN'T want to go to war. Either way we get to go, the school board just won't accept any responsibility for our "imminent" deaths. Got my Euros yesterday. Whheeeeeeee

So I really miss Rae-chan. I haven't talked to her in days because of these rehearsals. Tonight though I have all afternoon and evening to myself. Hopefully I'll see Rae then. Also I have Saturday evening and Sunday (whenever I'm not packing) *hint hint*

I'm so bored and tired! Also though, this post looks kind of depressing because there are no emoticons o_O sorry about that. Seeya.

Been awake since 2:04:09 PM

Sunday, March 9

Ugh. so tired

I was at rehearsal all day... so tiring... and then went to Jerry's. Everyone was there. Played some super smash bros melee, watched Jin-Roh again and did random stupid immature fun.

Jin-Roh has got to be my favourite movie of all time

I'm really tired today so I'm gonna head off. Only really came on to see if Rae-chan was on. I feel horrible for last night barely clinging to conciousness during out phone call. ._. feel really bad.

G'night all

Been awake since 12:26:42 AM

Friday, March 7

OK... maybe not o_o neither of those are working. I shall talk to Rae-chan about it later XP

I'm at Brad's, we had stuffed crust pizza and I like games oo bye!

Been awake since 9:29:19 PM

Thursday, March 6

Yay!

Welcome back "A word from atop the soap box" and "Stolen Japanese Engrish of the week"!

So I'm good o_o nothing really to report except that I'm Sailor 2, Convict 14 and the Foreman for Les Miserables. Yay!

Been awake since 8:10:56 PM

Sunday, March 2

Ugh.

I figured it out. I never got Rae-chan's call because my cousin was online on her laptop, using the phoneline.

Now I feel even worse. I should have known that.

~_~

Been awake since 1:49:36 PM

What a crummy weekend e.e

This saturday was my Papa's (great grandpa's) 90th birthday. I could not attend because I had a Les Miserables rehearsal that day and had signed a contract with Mr. Bud saying pretty much that he owns my schedule for the next couple months of my life. So anyway I had made the arrangements and stayed in the city. Yesterday I went to said rehearsal to find there was no rehearsal. It was on saturday the 8th. Not saturday the 1st.

So I'm a complete idiot and missed a huge event. Great.

So then people came over to play monopoly. I let on that I was having a marginally good time but the entire time I kept reminding myself in the head why I was there playing monopoly in the first place. Then when everyone left, Chris Lindsay bolted so he didn't have to leave. Chris? You are an ASS HOLE

After everyone left I went online with PSO to play with the other WPG guild members. All we did was play challenges I disliked. No one even wanted to actually PLAY the game! And christ. After almost anything happened. Beating somone, casting a good spell, opening a box, walking, christ even after standing alone, people would say LOL or a variation thereof. NOTHING WAS FUNNY! STOP CLOUDING MY SCREEN WITH SPEECH BUBBLES! I copmpletely lost my sanity and my patience soo after, when the game froze and I lostr quite a bit of coinage and items. >___< That's when I came online on the comp.

The only bright point was seeing Rae when I got on. I never expected to see her and it was grand. I told her about my day and she was really comforting and stuffs. Then, out of the kindness of her heart, only to be nice to me, she suggested she call me because I had expressed that I wanted to snuggle onto my couch and wrap up and talk to here like we do on the phone. SO I get offline, go downstairs, get my bed ready, lay down and put the phone in my hand so I'm ready for her to call (since it was about 12:30 and I didn't want to wake people up). I turn on the tv to SNL and I wait... and I wait... and then I wake up IN THE MORNING!? What the hell! My tv was off when I woke up, it was on when I apparently went to sleep! Anyway I fell asleep. when I awoke I couldn't help thinking why Rae didn't call. I waited about 20 minutes before I accidentally fell asleep. Suddenly I have the complusion to *69 and...

The last caller WAS Rae-chan. I fell asleep and missed her call. I pretty much completely ditched Rae after she decided to do something nice for me! Aren't I great!?

~_~ shoot me. ~_~ kill me. ._. leave me alone...

Been awake since 9:34:30 AM

Monday, February 24

Sorry I haven't been blogging much, I've been busy and forgetful for some reason XP

All you really need to know is that my valentines was absolutely wonderful and I had a wonderful conversation with Rae yesterday ^_^

Quiz!

*************YOU, YOU,YOU***************
1. What is your full name? Donovan William MacLure
2.Nicknames? Dono-fag, Duck, Dorobahn, Ky, Kenkaku, Ryouri Kenkaku, Pyralis
3. Age: 17
4. Sex: Male
5. Social Insurance: You dun need to know, but my middle 3 digits are 666
6. Where do you live? Canada!
7.What school do you attend? Grant Park
8. Siblings and their ages? Shannon- younger, Taylor- Younger than that
9. Pets: Soooo many kitties! ^.^
10. Zodiac Sign: Aries
11. Righty or Lefty: Right

*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: Daaaark brown
13. Eye color: Blue
14. Height: 5'7"... why was Amber winking?
15. Do u wear contacts or glasses? Neither, but if I had a choice and I had to, glasses.
16. Do you have any piercings? Nope
17. Where do you want more if you do? I think maybe I'll get my ears pierced sometime
18. Do you have a tattoo? No, I'm debating the issue
19. If so what and where? I'm not sure, It would need to be cat-ish of Japanese
20. Do you wear any rings? Nope
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? I wear clothes that don't fit o.o I understand that's not cool anymore though...

**********JUST LATELY***************
22. What are you doing? Plugging in these answers and talking to Rae-chan and Keenan. Actually I'm kissing Rae at the moment.
23. How are you today? I've been pretty damn fine.
24. What pants are you wearing right now? Very big black jeans
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? A grey shirt that says "ENGLISH POLICE" in black lettering.
26. What underwear are you wearing right now? Pochacco boxers
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? Very messy begging for a shower
28. What song are u listening to right now? Wake me up inside By Evanessence
29. What was the last thing u ate? Yummy rice and chicken balls ^_^
30. How is the weather right now? It's almost 50 below. Celsius. CELSIUS!
31. Last person you talked to on the phone: Rae ^_^
32. Last dream you can remember: A daydream about sitting with Rae on a porch while I should have been passing my math test.
33. Who are you talking to right now? Rae, Keenan and now, Kevin.
34. What time is it? 10:33

************More about YOU!*****************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? Ask Rae XP
36. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? I'll steal Amber's answer and say either Red or Pink
37. Have you ever almost died? I almost drowned once
39. How do u eat an Oreo? With my teeth
40. What makes you happy? Rae ^_^
41. What's the next CD you are going to buy? Whatever sounds good in August x_X
42. What religion/denomination are you? ATHEIST! WHOOOO!
43. What's the best advice ever given to you? Either "Don't melt butter when you're making cookies" or "Don't fuck your mom"
44. Have u ever won any special awards? Sure have ^^
45.What are your future goals? I want to get married a whole bunch,. have daughters, Live in Japan... Oh the life...
46. Do u like to dance? Sometimes
47. Worst sickness u ever had? A really painful flu one time. Most pain I've ever felt.
48. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? Amber... ¬¬ XD! Kidding!
49. What's your favorite memory? The first time I knew I felt something for Rae
50.If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be? Muscle definition o_o
52. How many kids do you want to have? 2 daughters ^_^ and one boy if I really have to
53. Sons' names? Bah, I dun like boy names
54.Daughters' names? I love the name Evangeline ^_^
55. Do you do drugs? Hee hee... yes
56. Do you drink? Nope
57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? The mango kind
58. What sport do you hate the most? GOLF
59. What are you most scared of? Being alone. It is my biggest fear.
60. How many TV's do you have in your house? which house? 1, 1, and 4
61. Do you have your own phone line? Yup
62. Do you sleep with a stuffed animals? Yesh ^_^
64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: Yup, arm.
65. Who do you dream about: Lots of stuff, and Rae
66. Who do you tell your dreams to? Rae ^-^
67. Who's the loudest friend you have: Amber oo
68. Who's the quietest friend: Natassia

***********Just qUEstIOns*************
69. Is cheerleading a sport?: I would say so
70. How many licks does it take to get to the center? 78 043.48027
71. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? I suppose the egg, if you considered the very first cells egglike in their makeup, if not, then I would say the chicken.

*************YOU and LOVE************************
72. Do you believe in Love? Absolutely
73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Yes
74. Do you have a crush? I can't have a crush o.o I'm in love, but I'm pretty sure the one I love has plenty of crushes ¬.¬
75. Who is your crush? Can you understand the words coming out of my mouth!?
78. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? Japan, maybe Switzerland, France, Australia
79. What song do you want played at your wedding? Anything beautiful and orchestral ^_^
80. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? In this order: Hair, Tummy, Eyes, Chest o_o sorry, I'm still a guy y'know
81. Longest crush: However long I was crushing on Rae ^_^
81. Are you shy too ask someone out? Well I was o.o
82. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? This is that thing you avoid saying ^_^;;;;; *coughRaecough*
83. Do you find yourself attractive: Gah, maybe, I dunno, ask Rae!
84. Do you find yourself ugly? I'm a sexy beast!
85. Do others find you attractive? gay guys in Extra Foods do o.o
86. Are you a virgin? Yuppers

~*^~*Which is worse:*~^*~^***************
87. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie? Rob Zombie, you can at least pretend Marilyn Manson is a girl
88. Whats worse having your tonsels or appendix removed? Either one o_o

*********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*******<------- HA! STOP ME! XD!------->********
89. Boxers or briefs: Boxers
90. Long or short hair: I'd prefer short
91. Curly or straight hair: Wavy
92. Tall or short: Same height I suppose, and if I have to do this from a girl's point of view, taller.
93. Six pack or muscular arms: I dun like that o.o smooooth tummy!
94. Good or bad guys: Good ^_^
95. Hat or no hat: No thanks, hat guy
96. Ears pierced or not: Either way
97 Tan or no tan: No tan o.o
98. Dimples: bah
99. Stubble or neatly shaven: Shaven oo
100. Rugged or sporty: Neither really, but sporty
101. Studly or cutie: Cutie ^.^
102. Accent or not: Not preferably
103. Glasses? Yes!
104. Smart or dumb: Smart absolutely
105. What sport should he play? Soccer or Ice Hockey
106. Dependent(whipped) or independent? Independant ^_^

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********************
133.Lights on/off: Off
134. Do u like snow, sun or rain? Both in moderation
135. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King): Burger King
136. Do u like scary or happy movies better? Happy
137. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? NSYNC! Woo! Awesome people, seriously oo
138. On the phone or in person? Person if possible
139. Paper or plastic? Paper baybay! you can't roll in credit cards!
140. Sausage or pepperoni? Pepperoni!
141. Summer or winter? Summer
142. Hugs or kisses? Mmmm, kisses ^____^
143. Chocolate or white milk: White
144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper is known to improve your bowling score
145. Glass half full or half empty? It's so damn empty
146. CD or Tape: CD
147. Tape or DVD: DVD
148. Cats or Dogs: Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty!
149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: XD!!!
150. Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
151. Skiing or Boarding: Boarding
152. Day or night: Day
153. Pie: Pumpkin @@
155. Diamond or pearl: Diamond
156. sunset or sunrise: Sundet ^_^

****************Your FAVS******************* >
157. Color: Red and Pink and Black
158. Food: Mexican or Japanese
159. Fast Food: Tacos!
160. Candy: Gum
161. Beverage: Coffee
162. Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip
163. Sport? Hockey <---- Amber I love you!
163. Animal: Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty! Kitty!
164.Fave type of music? EVERYTHING
165. Radio Station: CJOB 68, just for "Coast to Coast" At midnight
166. Song: I love it all baby!
167. Band: Right now? Not a clue actually.
168. number: 7, 666 and 31/04/01
169. Fav. Actor or Actress? WIll Smith, Jackie Chan, Nicole Kidman o.o
170. Fav. day of the year? April first
171. Fav. month? April!
172. tv show? Buffy The Vampire Slayer
173. Store: Electronics Boutique, Pendragon, Microplay, Koya
174. Scent: Freshly washed clothes @@
175. Teacher: Mr. Kattenfeld, My Hesjobin, Mrs. Parker, Mr Lockerbee, Mr. Ferreira
176. Board Game: Risk

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~ >
178. Loved someone soo much it makes you cry? Yes ^_^
180. Drank? Yeah
181. Ever gotten dumped? I dun think so
182. Broke the law? Yup
183. Ran from the cops? One time! XD
185. Stole something? Uh huh
186. Tried to kill yourself? Not really
187. Made yourself throw up? I said I was sick!
188. Been in love? Yes, but I'm past that stage now
189. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Nope
**********On a FiNal NoTe*******************
190. Do you like filling these out: Now I do
195. What first comes to mind: Whatever Amber said, fluff or something, because I just read it as I was filling this out XD Way to go Amber! You ruined my answer!
196. other coments: Count how many times I said Rae! XD

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